all you can do is do what you must

listening to: "buckets of rain" - bob dylan

it seems like time has been muddied over the past year and a half. one year ago i was in oregon and in this particular moment, i can't even think about it. a year ago. and i've been out of school for a year and a half. unfathomable. f'ing unfathomable.

these days, i'm so tired. tired all the time, tired. i've been working these insane seventy-hour work weeks and i am just so exhausted. i can't see my friends, i can't see my family, i rarely see mike. and my god, i am bored. i am so bored. i need a trip, i need to sleep more than four hours at a time, i need to meet people, i need to go out. oh my god i am bored and i am boring and i am working so much and i am not doing anything.

how do you move past this place?